Part 7: Tricontinental Gridlock: Detailed Record, of the events of (12/18-20/2020)

 Part 7: Tricontinental Gridlock: Detailed Record, of the events of (12/18-20/2020)

The Re:B!RTH of Vistrianism! Arguably within the 2nd arm and the 5th arm of the !R!S of TV.

The Following is only a detailed record of generally everything physically experienced by the Blue of The Vistrian During the original experience. What is detailed during the following is not an explanation of everything that happened on Tricontinental GridLock. The Blue was not aware of a very large portion of what was going on within the story as Vistti was being brought back to life during this time, and was not there to reveal this to the Blue, only during this experience and after did Vistti begin to Reveal to the Blue the Secrets of Vistria. As Vistti, I had to first be back alive to do this. This is merely one subjective afterwards account of the events that transpired those holy day. There will be a massive amount of additional information and story revealed about Tricontinental Gridlock that is not mentioned in any way in this account. This is only one account of only one perspective. And a big Trickery. It’s all made up, like everything else. False.

TriContinental Gridlock: Detailed Record

(12/18-20/2020)

It begins.

Later, Fuel of <Space Launcher> intake probably around 9-10:00 PM.

I do some last bits of homework. I wrote an entire essay that day.

I had already been up since 2:00 PM Finishing my last Final of my first quarter at UW. 

I get a bit hungry I look around and see that I pretty much just have one thing of instant noodle.

I went to the lounge at the end of the hall of my dorm room floor.

It was empty like it always was.

It has an amazing view over the U village town and the forest and buildings between.

It was raining a bit.

I ate my noodles.

I listened to the glorious suns album and 

Brush up on your abcs.

I ate something else as well I don't remember what that was though.

Also the rest of the fuel. Up into the Space ship of greeting and the first entrance of space.

I saw all of the lights. Artificial lanterns of Animal.

The sun was fully down yet I still saw so much. 

In the Universal Village below.

I imagined what it was like before any of these buildings were there. 

How dark it would be.

I forgot about the moon.

I forgot about the stars. For they had been stolen with the sun.

All I saw was a forest covered hill under complete darkness.

I saw human. And I was scared.

I saw her/him in the day of old.

In the deep night.

Under a moonless starless sky.

She/He was holding a torch.

She/He was holding the only source of light that could be seen anywhere on the hill.

The only thing that was shining light for miles and miles.

In complete darkness except for her/him. And his Fire.

There wear predators on the hill.

And they all could only see one thing.

And that was the torch held by the human.

The hunting human was being hunted by everything.

She/He was the only thing they could see.

Everywhere else they (the predators) looked was darkness.

I Imagined a Forest Fire.

Only after this, I remembered the stars, and then the moon. I had forgot about the natural lanterns of the Night. I became quite thankful and gave thanks to the Moon.

I thanked “God” that it existed, that the Nights were not complete.

I thanked “Something” for the Moon. 

I was on my way up. Rom had made bit of greeting.

Eventually when I could feel it comin I went back to my room.

I intook some extra artistic of the other kind and started taking notes. (Trioxis.)

I started getting tunnel vision on the notes.

As I was writing them.

They were just sort of just coming out of me.

Sort of like word salad.

Although I found meaning in the words. 

I was not only writing gibberish.

I am not sure if I ever was.

Or what can be determined meaningless and meaningful.

At some point I imagined a Forest Fire again.

Eventually I came across/found/was shown the name Tricontinental Gridlock.

And this became the name of the experience.

Eventually I headed to the tip. Deconstruction.

I leaned back in my chair and up at the above.

I then closed my eyes and decided to explore what I could see in there.

I was greeted by a spaceship. For Re:Creation.

I could see three classic alien like figures within the space ship. 

They took me up to the line. The Tiantan 2 Three. Fully Masked.

Eventually my line began to wobble less and less until I was one with the line.

The one we wobble all the time.

The line that everything is on.

Everything was explained as a line that we travel along and the difference in what we experience is just the different frequency the line is wigglin at.

It is all a simple string.

A line from start to end.

I was one with the line for a while.

I saw alot.

Alot which cannot be explained.

Eventually I began to wobble again.

A got back to a certain extent.

I sat back up. Beep eeeeeeee.

I was still being shown a lot of stuff.

I was rebuilding my basics.

Then is the Tree section.

I see the mini christmas tree.

I think I may turn it on.

There are many settings that the lights can shine through.

One of them was flashing all the different lights randomly in a constant rhythm.

I looked at this for a while and and I thought this was pretty kool looking. Spiritually Geometric.

Eventually I realized to myself that if I kept staring at this tree and this pattern that the lights were flashing in that I would begin to find the Spiritual Geometries behind the pattern. 

I wrote some more word.

I believe then I hopped on Discord and talked with an individual for like 30 seconds. 

And then realized that it was probably not a good idea to be talking to people at that time.

Then came the Mirror section.

I got thirsty and my water bottle was empty.

So I needed to go into the bathroom.

To the sink to fill it up.

And in front of the sink, directly above, was me, only a singular funny face looking just as equally funny as always.

I had always heard that you are not supposed to look at yourself in the mirror in situations such as these.

I thought about and considered going in and making an effort to make sure I don't look in the mirror. Perhaps the stratagem for you.

And then I decided I wasn't going to do that.

And so I stared at myself in the mirror for a bit.

It was not scary at all like many say.

I did not see anything to be afraid of.

Everything was in order.

I did not see any funny faces in the mirror.

Nothing other than my face.

All I saw was one same old funny face.

Nothing the others said I should,

See.

I would rather not.

I knew exactly what I was doing.

I saw something was going.

There were others that I recognized. 

A battle had begun.

I believe I may have been in a more speculative role in the fight.

They did not expect to see me there at all.

But when they thought about it a little they realized it made perfect sense that I was right there right beside them.

They were fighting something.

I scared it off.

Maybe,

They were struggling.

But something of mine was sensed.

And the beast,

The demon,

The dragon,

The devil?

The deadly melody brain Dart.

It could smell a sumthin a cummin.

A Vistrian something.

Born soon to be.

Or something like,.,.,.

That.

It was attempting to prey on who I saw and called my piers and friends that stood aside me

I expected I might do something.

Although I had never seen let alone fought one of these things.

So I expected to watch and stay safe.

I had no beef with the dart. Unsure if it was a killer.

Although I guess it saw me and instantly just ran off.

So they didn’t have to fight it no more.

They were all confused but impressed at this especially it being my first time really up there. Same as me. I didn’t stay for long.

I did not fully know what they were up to at the moment.

I remember it being dark in the room.

I could see.

The field that they were fighting in. 

I could see like the side to the right of the mirror had the stars of the universe in the background and circles connected by thick line.

And these Light Bright separated lines were like swooping out from me in an ark out from me in the direction of the right front (facing the mirror) corner.

They cirved, curved before they reached the corner.

The distance between me and the mirror became greater and between me and the mirror these semi circles swing out.

On the circles on each has people.

People I knew. Friends and acquaintance.

They Knew me too.

They saw me.

And I saw them.

We barely studied each other so likely only a few of us only remember a couple of faces and a larger few remember the occurrence at all.

It was whire a starnaghe opne.

I am not sure how I exactly got involved in there but I did.

The Dart was in the middle from the perspective of the semicircle stretchin out.

They took on the Devils. And the Secrets/Defenders of the Art.

The unseen at the time practically. Art Angels hidden hind.

They did not even try to fight.

He could see what was about to and actively occurring and he knew he needed to get out of there.

He ran.

He could sense that something massive was up with the boy perhaps?

I don’t know.

It's up for interpretation.

I din’t need to hang around for to much longer.

I got my water and left the bathroom.

Throughout this experience, I am slowly starting to finally understand my way out of the death.

Finally deciding I was going to handle this uncertainty.

Deciding that I was done with the universe conclusion.

Now fully comprehending how we are never fully gunna know what's really going on.

After comprehending the Universe conclusion over a year ago. When/as Death arrived.

And been struggling against it since then.

Yes we are never going to know for sure.

But I still want to believe something.

I am allowed to believe in something.

I am allowed to craft my own myth.

And Deciding that I will create my own god.

Believing something is better than believing in nothing. Even if the something isn’t true.

I was ready to start believing in something.

Over this time I was slowly figuring it all out and running through all of the arguments.

Realizing and gaining confidence in myself that I was about to start.

Start on this project that I have/had been getting ready for for so long.

The one we always wanted to do.

Actually start.

The Re:Birth of Vistrianism.

Was happening this time.

And especially if I would choose a specific point it would be during the formation of pangea although It was effectively a decision that I was running through throughout this time. 

Then Came the cosmic complexities section.

This was a funny section. Quite Complex in an Intercosmic kind of way. Planet Nebula and star collision. Black hole combinations. Hot Headed Hexagonal Hypernovas. Decadonal Decilation and Deconstruction systems, textbooks, and machines. Alien Language Lepton Links for Lightyears at a time.

Xploring the Pregnant Hallways in my Brain throughout all dis up n nownt. 

Next was when B!RD/Wolf arrived.

I’m just gunna describe what I saw.

{[Redacted] For now at least}

As the experience continued I rolled around to different parts of my room seeing all the different sites that there was to offer. Next I was visited by 2 other entities.

Vinalsaurous and the Circus performer.

My visit with the circus preformer was much more brief than the other.

I believe they were both just there to observe.

To see what was going on. Or perhaps a motive.

The different beings that were around seemed to be able to sense what was going on, 

And that that something was something big.

So some like the Dart were scared away.

But some were curious and wanted to see what was happening for themselves. 

For the most part with the Circus Performer I just saw him role through. 

Likely ridin top he ball.

Juglin.

Clowning and pranking around.

Swinging through on his ropes and knots.

Complex facial features. Exciting entertainment and Charisma out his eyes.

Likely holding many secrets that I may only find out much later in my life.

Vinylsaurous came around in a different nature, 

He was looking in through my window.

Un;like the performer who sorta just rolled in from corner to corner.

He was like a massive baby looking thing.

It might have been crawling.

It waddling on 2 legs.

I feel like probably swawling.

Im not sure.

Maybe in the strange city setting I was in at the time my window was at eye high for the giant baby looking thing Vinalsaurus.

His eye was a bright blue.

At this point I had lived in the dorm for an entire quarter and I had not opened my window one time. I think It may have been open the day that I moved in, although I had not seen what it actually looked like outside my window. And what I thought was there at the time was alot different from what was actually there. I found this out later in the experience. I had also rarely left the building out the front to see what was there.

So I had an idea that I was in the middle of this small city like area and that out my window I can see like a couple windowed skyscrapers.

Like I was in the middle of a city.

And it was from this city.

And it was within this city that Vinylsaurus stood.

And looked in my window from. {Predicted to possibly be Portland Oregon.}

We held eye contact for a short time and then he moved on further into the city.

I am not sure if Vinalsaurus was possibly looking in from another city somewhere or if he was outside my dorm building. But I saw him, and he came to see me, and he saw me. 

Neither of these two characters have regained any significance so far or showed up in any way since this, although I expect they will likely make a re:appearance at some point in the future. 

Or they may just have been rare beings happening to be passing through. 

{Both of these have gained significance since this detailing.}

At some point I was looking at my door and In the light grain of the wood I saw this character that was holding the rectangle in the middle of the door that had a map of the floor built into it. I also remember noticing at that same time that the floor plan for my floor in my dorm building looked like a penis and ball. Willow Willy. And so at that moment there was no way of preventing that door from then being called penis door. Although there was some good sides. There was not only one but 3 (- arguably 6 (with 3 hidden/upsidedown lower figures)) figures on the door.

And these penis guys then agreed to protect me for as long as I was in that room. And the penis door figures did infact keep me safe the whole time I lived in that room. So thanks to them.

Then came the formation of Pangea. Pangeum section.

It started when I decided that I wanted to draw out the depictions of (what I interpreted then to be) what I saw as B!RD and Wolf.

I saw them as things that I could believe in.

And I took a christmas card out of the stack of christmas cards that I was supposed to give to people, but had not given a single one to anyone, and wouldn’t.

I then drew a very very basic attempt to represent what I was seeing and then I got distracted by the starting of the formation of Pangea. The Earthquake.

It was sort of realizing that there was something big that we had been avoiding addressing for a long time. 

I had just about no idea what I was actually doing with my life. I had no idea where I was headed or where I wanted to be headed. I didn’t really have any sort of plan. I sort of knew what I wanted to do, but at no point had I actually made the full decision to start pursuing it directly. I had just been avoiding thinking about it. Distracting myself from thinking about it whenever it came close or entered my conscious. I was something that I needed to do. It was something that I had needed to do for a long time. I had just been acting without purpose for a while. I had previously had a sort of goal with the original Vistrianism although this had essentially died from the Death at the time and was gone with the arrival of the universe conclusion. I had started doing music just under a Year before that, and It was finally time that I decided that I was going to try and be a musician. I realized that I had just been generally wasting my time in school and that I was getting almost nothing at all out of it. I didn't need to be there I was going to be an artist. I also decided that I was going to actually start figuring out something that I could believe in. I needed something. I had been living in uncertainty for so long. I was done with it. It did not bring any satisfaction. I needed a system that I could believe in and find meaning and myself within. And at that point I knew none of the ones that I saw around me were something that I saw as logically appropriate ideas or systems. I decided that I was going to begin to create my own system. I was going to make my own system that I can believe in. I decided and realized what I wanted to become and made the decision that from that point forward we are going to be moving towards a goal. It did not have nor need all of the specifics although it was far more than what I had before. I finally took the time to figure out where I wanted to go. 

What direction I actually wanted to start heading in. And then I started. I set out a clear path. I set out a clear attitude. I knew where I wanted to go and I knew that I could do it. I decided I was going to allow myself to go a little bit insane. I was going to allow myself to be judged by others, I don’t care. Let them “hate” me, they will regardless, I know where that “hate” comes from. I am not required to follow the rules to get what I want, when It comes to what you want more than anything else in the world you are not required to pull any punches. You are allowed to pursue your dreams as if your life depends on them as… and my goal isn’t a normal goal, so if I am moving towards it, it makes sense it will be a little weird. People will not view it or me as normal, but this is fine because I want to be special, they are not supposed to think it's normal, if they think it's normal then im doing it wrong or they are interpreting it wrong. And Normal is Special and Special is Normal at the end of the day. I allowed myself to dip a little into the insanity to get everything I need. When you have an extreme goal sometimes extreme measures are required. I'm about to go insane was occurring. I realized to get where I wanted to go, to acquire what I wanted to acquire, to experience what I wanted to experience, I could not be so excessively worried with being normal. I had to stop caring about what people where going to think of me. How people were going to judge me for what I was doing. I realized alot of the reason that I was hesitant to make the decision to pursue music or start Vistrianism was because what people might think of me. And not only me, I was also worried about what people would think about the people associated with me. I was worried about pursuing the life I wanted because I was concerned about how people might judge my parents for it. I realized that I needed to stop caring about this if I wanted to get where I want to go. It is my Life. Also realizing that this hypothetical judgment doesn’t even exist as much as I think it does. And even if it did, If I know what I am doing and exactly where I am going it doesn’t matter what they think. 

I realized that people rarely judge you when you put your entire heart and soul into something. When you do something like that and put yourself out there in that way almost always the audience wants you to win. All that anyone can demand from anyone is their best. I don’t have to actually get there I just have to try my best. If I try my hardest to live the life that I want to live then how will I gain regrets? It seems if I am always trying as hard as I can to move towards the life that I want I will have the best chances of getting there. If I am not trying as hard as I can to get the life I want then I am not as likely to get it. And I want it more than anything. I also realized that I was very much young enough and in a stable enough situation that I could mess up pretty bad and still end up okay and alive. And that if I mess up I would rather it be because I was trying to do what I love rather than not. I realized, There are now tattoo removals, the thing that is typically seen as a symbol of permanence can now literally be removed, and it could always be covered up. Even if we do mess it up badly, it is experience, and at least I tried, it is better than sitting doing nothing, not going anywhere. So I finally made the decision that, we were, from then on I will start moving directly towards our goal.

Because of the name Tricontinental gridlock, at some point, as this was sort of the climax, of the experience, I made the connection between the major connections of continents this being Pangea. And this decision and process became known as and I recognized it as the Formation of Pangea and the releasing of the Tricontinental Gridlock. And my Red Goal and purpose in life was named Pangea, as the Tricontinents Recombined back to life within me. Beginning to organize down their individual Puzzle rocks into the proper with the help of Money and the Panthyle and such for finalization. It was the biggest moment that the whole experience had been moving towards. Vistrianism was Re:Borning as Pangea Formed. 

The day was thinking about breaking at this point. The Morning Light was pondering its attack. 

After I had address this I had dealt with the biggest stressure/ biggest problem that I had and was dealing with in my life. I didn’t have anything else that I needed to get figured out at the time. I was also startin to get a bit hungry again. I had been thinkin about food for a bit as I had eaten the last of what I had during the noodle section. And so I had been looking forward to the feast for a couple hours now. And now that I had successfully formed pangea I was ready to finally feast.

I then left my room and went down to the Center Table where I usually get my food.

When I exited the elevator I noticed that all of the lights were off inside.

I looked online and realized that they had actually just closed that day for winter break. 

And so I could not feast. I had failed at my first attempt to feast. 

Just as I realized this, Day broke and the Tripentagonal began.

It was my first task now that I had formed Pangea.

It was time to step out of our comfort zone and do something that we have never done before.

When I went back to my dorm from my original failure I opened the window and looked out for the first time that quarter. I was surprised by what I saw as I had thought the view from my window was quite different. I saw a guy outside working on a very strange area.

He worked and worked. (He stepped on it at first.)

I noticed it suspicious before, because the man first started this by stepping on this unsuspecting patch of dirt in the ground, seemingly giving importance to nothing, then all of a sudden hours later a rainbow sprout of spindles explodes from this nothing he stomped suspiciously before. With no man in sight. I was very very confused upon discovery.

Wires of all  different colors came seemingly out of the ground. I was very confused at what I was looking at at first then I eventually saw the man come to work on it and I realized it was just like an electric station thing. Maintenance.

Then back up in my dorm, I organized out the Tripentagonal system.

It was a 5 step system.

That seems to apply in a very wide variety of activity.

The Tripentagonal System:

1.Plan

2.Work

3.Pay

4.Work

5.Enjoy

(After I figured out the tripentagonal I also wrote some more additional final organization still partially resulting from the formation of pangea.) 

There is a process before you can get enjoyment out of something you first have to work for it and pay for it, not to mention plan. This first application of the Tripentagonal was going to get a Burrito from chipotle in U village the one that the empty window I was looking out saw. 

1.Plan: was go online and do an online order for when they open, so we can just go and pick it up and come back, so we can eat it. I am only getting hungrier at this point.

2.Work. Is going down to get the burrito.

3.Pay: I technically payed online during the plan section although this step was still represented by actually picking up the bag from the store.

4.Work 2: Was the ride back. Over a big bridge. On my way back I came across Hansee Hall and witnessed the Vistrian Symbol decorated into the very bricks of the building, one of the first times I had really seen it since I moved in, I saw the first/third spot of UW, the !R!S Diamond built into the ground to the eastern side the building, at this period in time I was only partially aware that the Vistrian Symbol had coincidentally been built into some of the buildings of UW although I had not toured the campus enough, because I never really left my dorm during the Masquerade, to fully understand just how many and how prevalent it really was, not until Ding Dong, I designed and distinguished the symbol of Vistrianism at 15 I believe prior to ever visiting UW campus and know for a fact there was no connection other than coincidence between them, a friend once told me it could be the work of the masons although I literally don’t know a single thing about the masons.

5.Enjoy: was the feast.

Before I left for the first work section of the tripentagonal I had like an hour before the store opened during this time I went back to the lounge at the end my dorm building floor.

There was still no one like usual. And always.

I watched as the sun rose more and more. And then eventually left.

On the way down I pondered the Gridlock of the Gods.

And how that could be an additional gridlock I could attempt to unlock once I had finished figuring out myself and getting my Pangea engine running properly first. 

I also remember thinking about how tricontinental gridlock was c(h)apenin through 10 trigonals.

For example this part of the experience was the 5th section being the tripentagonal.

Then the trihexagonals happen after during/after the feast. And then the rest of the Decadonals happen after up to ten.Later 5 being more subconscious. As I was enjoying.

And there was 4 sections before the tripentagonal.

After I returned.

The tripentagonal ended/ the 5th part of enjoy began.

And the Feast began.

During the feast and for the next couple hours I ate the burrito and the chip and dip I also got.

I also watched the final around 8 hours of the Chimera Ant arc in HunterxHunter for the first time. Which is some of the best television to have ever been created.

Also some of the grandest in terms of some of the scale of these battles that I was watching take place. I had been watching the whole show up to that point for the first time in the month/weeks leading up to this and just happened to be at that part in the story at that time.

Eventually pull a chain o mine,

At like 6 pm.

I was also moving out for winter break right then that day.

My dad arrived and he helped me pack my stuff for the break and I left the dorm to return in a couple weeks.

We then got in the car and drove away.

That night we had tickets to a light show at the fairgrounds.

At some point we drove through the michigan intersection.

My whole family was there in the same car. We drove down to the Puyallup fair grounds. They were putting on their covid safe fair experience with a Light thing with a bunch of different christmas lights and holiday decorations everywhere. Due to my mental area it was pretty kool looking, I remember at one point wearing some glasses that made everything look like kinda snowflakes, that was a bit interesting. It was just a Nice holiday moment that I got to spend with my family. At this point I had been awake for well over 24 hours and had nearly been under the experience for a full 24 and it was still active throughout me. But I was getting pretty exhausted at this point. So we drove home. I think I watched the last 2 episodes of the arc, I also had like another 30 second call with a girl and watched like a vid or two then I finally went to sleep and the experience of Tricontinental Gridlock was over. Decadonals dizzied out and. 10-0.

It ends.