Part 25: Level 2 - 2
Part 25: Level 2 - 2
7/31/2021
His{Her} name is Unknowable
8/5/21
There is no perfect art.
I don’t know why I ever desired perfect art. Art only exist because it can never be perfect. That’s part of its whole thing.
A gods hand incident.
A God’s hand procedure.
8/8/21
“It’s name is Secrets”
It’s name is Unamable.
Unknowable.
Quilt.
(At Least one other I can’t remember){schleep, and at least one more}
Wheel.
Secrets.
The Notification.
There is something fundamental that prevents me from fully understanding the universe.
Or prevents the universe from having an explanation available to me. There is also something fundamental that prevents me from fully understanding myself.
If I fully understand either of these I would become a slave to reality.
I would loose what I love most.
It would be hell.
During Everything’s Nobility I think I thought I designed this understanding. I now understand I probably wouldn’t hate anything more. This block that prevents life forms from fully understanding themselves or the universe is what I currently view Unnamable as. He{She} now has many names and represent somthing slightly different with each name but they are all connected somehow currently within my head cannon.
Wheel is a simple one. Secrets was the name it was going by when I realized this.
I’ll call it Secrets here because that was what it was just “calling itself.” (aka I was just calling it.)
Without Secrets I would be able to understand the universe and myself. This would possibly make me a god, not sure. I would also loose freedom, art, curiosity, and humor.
(Explained/understood.)
These things cannot exist within a universe that can be explained.
These cannot exist within a anything that can be fully explained.
Why isn’t answered by Trioxis.
What where and how seem like the things that can be explained by Trioxis.
Trioxis creates the illusion of distinction.
Self is within circle.
Universe is outside the 4 edges of the diamond. The space between the circle and the 4 edges is Trioxis. The space within the circle and outside the sides of the diamond is the same space, though it appeared distinct. They are the same but…
If Secrets does not exist then the subjective does not exist.
Something that can be fully understood (probably don’t exist with my definition.)
Perfection will be defined and I will no longer be able to find my own perfect.
[{Redacted}]
A stupid coincidence happened today. I had just “gave” a meaning behind the character Tracks Mahoy. His original sorta placeholder meaning I made during GoodNight TortiLLA was sorta just moving around in general and now it is still moving around but more specificity in a working out and body improvement way. Right after I decided and assigned this new definition to TrainTracks Mahoy I rounded the corner and saw that to get to where I wanted to go I needed to cross train tracks. I haven’t crossed train tracks (not in car) in literally a couple years. Today I just happened to define a the character TrainTracks Mahoy and then immediately had to cross some traintracks for the first time in years. There was no connection at all that might have caused one another and I know that but it’s always fun when stuff like this happens.
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The rest of “its name is Secrets.”
My opinion seizes to exist if Secrets seizes to exist.
Define your own perfect.
The meaning of life is a Secret. And it is best that way. If it is actually meaningless then it’s best we don’t know. If it’s all predetermined it’s best we don’t know.
I am not required to be a god but If I am I don’t want to be.
I don’t remember if I finished this stuff above. But I know now I do not desire perfection.
8/8/21
Dirtini
And it’s DiRTiNi
Oo this shit DiRTiNi
I could just be dreaming
And I wouldn’t know
Now maybe I can see me
I know you really need me
But I’d really see me
Mix me generas.
Cutie little horror movie.
Yeah you know she knew we are it under Spider’s Starshine.
Find the things to care about and care about them then you die.
Yodel yankee imma yank yer chain down in yelm.
I know what your talking about.
Holocine horror show.
[{Redacted}] and the fucking machine [{Redacted}]
Bunt h and the Sexmachine
Blunt H and the [{Redacted}]
Blunt X and the [{Redacted}]
Couldn’t get it up in the morning.
“[{Redacted}].”
By the frame of my finger tips.
Typashidoggy.
Eat.
8/9/21
Consciousness
If consciousness is a thing it seems like certain thing.
For every distinct thing that is effected at all by gravity will have a different gravitational value for every other thing that is effected by gravity. This value seems to depend on where these particles are compared to one another.
The amount of gravity seems to de distributed relating to how everything is organized in comparison to everything else.
It could be that the position of the particles came first and then gravity. Gravity could be the result and not the cause.
Their are also things that are not effected by gravity.
If I am correct Something that is effected by gravity can become something that is not effected by gravity by converting from mass to energy.
Also gravity doesn’t seem to have a (yet observed) boson in which the force happens through. We know it’s there{?} and it’s always there but we haven’t found the actual thing that is making it happen.
I believe and personally observer that consciousness is distinct.
It is possible if atoms are organized in a certain way it may cause a previously unseen force of the universe that. Life is something that is previously not seen and not yet seen anywhere else in the universe. Why would we assume something previously unseen within the universe is not a result of a fundamental force that has also not previously been seen within the universe. A force that arises when certain conditions are met. I believe that consciousness can be observed as distinct from the body. I don’t believe it would be accurate for physics to describe them as the same thing. They aren’t. Consciousness isn’t universal. If you compare me to a rock I clearly have something the rock does not have. It is possible we both have whatever it is but I have many magnitudes more of whatever it is than the rock. But whatever it is, it both exists within the universe, and is yet unexplainable by physics. It seems like something it’s trying to ignore because it doesn’t fit and doesn’t make any sense. But just because it doesn’t make any sense doesn’t mean it’s not reality.
(The last sentence that wouldn’t fit in the desc
If you want to explain the universe you have to explain what causes consciousness.
8/14/21
Music.
[{Redacted}]
Wonga pidgion.
Announcing someone’s order in the middle of a song as an interruption.
Somthings there.
It isn’t in one location.
4 limbs and a head. Most animals.
I am unsure if a rock has no consciousness or a consciousness so basic that it’s essentially incomprehensible to us.
Vistrianism 4:
Sum stuff and event clarifications/organization I made.
Dezervers are able to reach their Pangea but when they are a DeZerver they act based on what it’s members thinks is wrong.
O.
The Stramaduse are members of snakes 111.
A couple such as the rainbow serpent were already sent off so snake doesn’t still have all his 111.
Ohhhhh.
The half that flew off into infinity and was picked up by the other member of the stramaduse.
The third that was evil I don’t remember if I named him or not.
So he started with 111.
5 at least were separate before the release.
So he must not have instantly entered bone. He must have planned and then killed himself as the DeZerver in true gridlock to enter my bone somehow.
2{3} were put into bone and are in PW and STE.
Then the rainbow serpent.
The heart sepant. {Techno serpent and more, Green and Blue King Snake. Snake Skin, Snake Skine.}
The other that didn’t show up but recover the half of snake that fled of the infinity clif.
Must mean he is a powerful dude.
That half that is now with the other guy probably had like around 52 of the 111 that snake is. My half has reached Pangea but not all of snake has. I think we might have the heart snake alive if I’m not mistaken so 53 on our side have reached it.
This DeZerver is not defeated yet but anouther may come soon.
I am not sure when the other half of snake will attack but I am looking forward to it.
[{Redacted}]
8/17/21 {first encounter with The Doors.}
8/18/21
I’m an Earth Rover
“The earth is essentially a robotic [{Redacted}]”
[{Redacted}]
“Where are siscine and brubber?”
It’s music theory. It ain’t music law.
I saw the doors preform at the isle of white concert 1970 yesterday and I might consider it the best performance I have ever seen. It blew me away. I never usually feel vocally intimidated by people but this Jim guy might just simply be better than me I’m not sure. I can’t really feel intimidated by people like Janis er Grace as they ain’t singin where I sing and I think they might be the best singers I been hearin lately but I felt directly @‘d. I’m gunna do my best to be able to do what he could do but I can’t totally do it now.
These people are the same thing that I am.
We are the same thing.
We are the same being. (Type of)
We’re fucking humans!
We’re humans baby!
And we’re really good at this stuff.
Everything we have accomplished.
Humanity accomplished.
We are part of humanity.
we have all done.
and we are all allowed to be proud of where we are.
We ain’t perfect but we have accomplished somthing literally, LITTERALLY COSMICALLY UNFUCKINGMATCHED.
WE ARE LITTERALLY THE BEST THING THAT EXIST{s}.
Nothing else that we can see is as kool as us.
Letting out the beast known as basketball.
8/18/21
Comfort can be found in the extremes.
Comfort and pain can be found in every emotion.
If you are on an extreme you don’t even have to consider the other side because of how extremely right you think you are.
Being told how it is, is easier than figuring it out yourself. Making your own opinions can be hard for [{Redacted}] people. The world is so complicated it’s usually just easier to believe what others do.
[{Redacted}]
[{Redacted}]
You don’t need to care about everything. Just because someone else thinks something is important doesn’t mean it is.
I just realized yesterday that I held the idea in my head that if you used the same instruments (instrument sound in my case) on multiple songs it was unoriginal. I never realized how genuinely silly this idea was until yesterday.
[{Redacted}] for a song I wrote yesterday called Imagine a ForestFire. It has lyrics but I haven’t recorded them yet. [{Redacted}]
8/21/21
Spider of the Stars
Spider of the Stars
Never very far
Cuz he send em down
In a ball a fairr
If ya got a face
He can sure erase
He can munch ya down
Never leave a trace
Now he came to me
In the moon lit hour
And he came and gone
Like a fallen flower
Know he will clime
the tallest tower
And with the stars
He’ll send a shower
8/21/21 Rules make life easier
Rules make life easier.
Humans have traditionally believed that there was a set of fundamental rules for you to follow.
We now have discovered the only real rules we can “prove” are the rules of physics.
There is no fundamental set of rules that can apply to the human experience.
There will never be a way to know what you truely should be doing.
In my belief everything has a purpose. I am not going to give you a definition of what counts as a “thing” that’s for you to figure out. There will never be any way to prove this but there will also never be a way to disprove it. I believe this because it is what I want to be. It seems as though the 3 parts of the Tri only communicate through ways that can’t be observed. Much of the meaning in a human life is found finding what this purpose is. Every human has one but will never be able to know exactly what it is. It seems like an aspect that is technically predetermined but is not able {to} influence us in a way that can be experienced in this way. Knowing exactly what you are supposed to be doing at all times would be the worst, it would take all the fun out of life. If their was a singular correct way to live your life that would be the most boring thing. The beauty of life comes from its diversity.
Life is an incredible exploitation of the laws of the universe.
It doesn’t nessisaraly seem like the universe was designed with the purpose of creating life, although, we literally resulted from the design of the universe so it just as easily could have been.
The Universe is in a constant state of perfection moving towards the end of its self.
The subjective is the only place perfection exists.
Bends and it twists.
8/21/21 Rules of the Vistrian
Rules of the Vistrian.{At The Time}
BVX everyday
V everyday
TM everyday
LK everyday
Bed [{Redacted}]
BVX at [{Redacted}] PM
We can pretend that going to sleep at [{Redacted}] allows for improved quality of sleep and luck for following day.
We can pretend that taking our time through the rituals will help in general with their effectiveness especially for the future.
We can pretend that keeping a daily streak improves the effectiveness of TM and LK. {and others.}
We can pretend that everything that has a Tri moves around the wheel. The wheel who’s never ending spin pushes time along. The wheel has 6 sections and I defined a Color to each section. I sometimes call each section a Trillion.
Although there isn’t a “first” section because they are sections of a circle, The order is ….Green Yellow Orange Red Purple and Blue…After Blue you have moved all the way around the wheel and are back at Green. As we move between the sections we experience our life. Each individual spends each moment in time in only one of these section. The specific section someone is in at any moment depends on the person.
We can pretend what we experience in this life actually depends a lot on you smoothly you move inbetween these sections.
I personally have my Trillions set up so I move between all 6 in one day.
Green is when I am sleeping getting out of bed is when I move into yellow.
……..
Doing the rituals smoothly and on time will allow myself to smoothly transition between the sections causing the wheel to turn much more naturally and my life, luck, and how I experience it will improve.
Everybody still moves between the sections even if you are completely unaware of this Consept but it cause your blue to need to have an appropriate reason to move to the next section and those are not always available and aren’t obvious to those unaware. The effects from it are not easy to record but effects everyone. Because literally everyone pretty much is unaware that this is going on they are problems effecting everyone in someway. This is somthing that has always {nope} existed tho so our society was already, as a result, designed in a way that’s pretty good at dealing with the problem even though those who designed it weren’t aware it was even a thing. A lot of aspects of our life are things repeated everyday like work or school, meals. Individuals that don’t do anything consciously to move between the sections’s Trillions will likely naturally attach to repeated aspects like these for when to move between the sections.
With the rituals we can take controle of our wheel and choose how and when we move through our sections and around the wheel.
1:11
[{Redacted}]
But we just don’t want to go overboard and we want to keep the control we have over it.
We can pretend.
When in the Victoria Area at 5:11 PM.
There is a Phinominon that occurs and you can be a part of.
It requires you to know the time so you have to have a clock or something.
B!RD’s Blessing.
1 Blessing
2 Remembrance/Acknowledgment
3 Experience/Witness
4 Appreciation
5 Gift
To recive the gift you have to be looking to the sky when the clock (you were using) switches between 5:15 and 16?
It’s also best to look to the sky to fully appreciate, accept, and be part of the ritual. I was having to check the clock a bit during it but that’s okay as it’s literally a time based Ritual.
[{Redacted}]
Maybe we could.
What I am trying to figure out:
What I am working on:
What?
Goal Rules?
We have goals in our life that I feel we may want to be making some better steps to complete.
This will be explored more in level 3.
What do I want to get done here in level 2?
What would it take for me to be a master of my machine?
What is this level all about?
8/24/21 Observable reality
Observable reality
Observable reality isn’t {a(k)lways} fun. So often times when you try to explain the world the way it really is people won’t want to believe you because believing it wouldn’t be fun.
People don’t necessarily want to be told the truth. The truth can often make your life way harder. If I attempted to live my life according to what I observe as true my life would be a lot more boring and less fun in my opinion. There is also no objective true that we can ever be aware of. I do not believe you are required to believe something just because it aligns with reality. I do not believe there is anything wrong with believing things that are different from observable reality. Life is the most complex thing that we can observe anywhere and there is no fundamentally correct way to live it. There are only a couple rules we are forced to follow. There are only a couple rules we all have to follow to stay alive. There is no need to constrain your expectations of what life is. You can neither prove nor disprove a god. Neither is more likely and we will never be able to know but that’s okay because we have a bunch of other stuff we can do in our lives instead. Always remember you can literally believe whatever you want; but also I would personally recommend trying to find the beliefs that make your life the most fun and hopefully the others around you as well.
8/27/21
Life can suck, yeah, but it’s also the best thing within the observable universe.
[{Redacted}]
The audience is rooting for you.
8/28/21 I’m living in hell but I’m having a good time
Oh how I’ve missed you
Please won’t you let me in
I will break you down
I will break you in
I’m living in hell but I’m having a good time
I’m loving the smell wafting side my mind
Lord I love these leeches latching loving laughing understanding
What the duck{fuck} is going on so I can put it in a song
Smile posture
Games are moral war
There is a person behind ever{every} window you see.
Players are soldiers
It’s smaller scale and seems to play a different role in society.
Greatest potential to fail {=} greatest potential for success
And usually the fail ain’t that bad.
8/30/21
Caring but nor doing something
Their are options.
Caring about a something in a negative way and do something as a result.
Not caring about something in a negative way and not do something as a result.
Caring about something in a negative way and not doing something as a result.
Not caring about something in a negative way and doing something as a result.
Not sure what exactly can be gathered from this information but it does exist. 3 seems like not as fun although their are most likely Beneficial aspects to it. We have to believe we are moral but we can’t do everything.
Not sure why I wrote this down.
8/30/21
The {THE}
The best word in the English language. Most likely never to be topped.
The beautiful black liquid of my soul is finally allowed to ripple in its natural state, not being forced into a ridgid shape.
I forget how little I have to care about some things. And if I don’t actively take the time to not care I end up caring to much.
Enter Visttria
Visttria
Enter Visttria
Iv Been here all along
And now their went the lie
Iv told so many times
It’s not all natural
don’t all come easy to me
Yes this is factual
Still takin me a lot to see
Hay wire Histaria
Airborn Milaria
Couldn’t coma ta Cary ya
But rather that than push me aup
Rather come and carry ya
Than try and push me aup
I do not hate myself
In fact I’m pretty kool
My self I try to help
But don’t know what to do
{Redacted}
Made myyyself a system
So she shouldn’t steal the sun
Pounds at me like a piston
Reeves my engine then she runs
Our Visttria’s Edges are defined by our subjective.
And the subjective of others around us.
It’s not a place we need to be.
Doesn’t always have to be where we want to be.
It’s not always the best place for us.
But it is a beautiful place.
Becoming one with anouther.
Even if that one is you.
That’s no bother.
Vexio absent to a state of liquid nothing.
Remind yourself of peace:
Waves of
Waves of
Flow over the
Flow over THE
The {THE}
VISTRIAN
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