Part 21: Level 1 - 2

5/7/21 His name is Braces Basketball

His name is Braces Basketball.

If I want something this badly it’s going to make some people feel uncomfortable.

5/10/21 Starting the Big V

{Unredacted}

Starting the Big V

Maybe find something you really want to happen in your life.

That can’t happen right now.

But you think could happen in the long future.

What your Pangea is?

What your Pangea indicator is?

Who your Blue is?

What each of?

Maybe those who waist their potential and die {Redacted} in a state of true gridlock the slide takes them somewhere else.

And they become part of something that is like bone piano.

And if the person they become the “soul debt collector” doesn’t reach their Pangea then their name gets written in Le Book and they and their Pangea is/are destroyed completely in the process of ! {??}

The Le Book is a Book that is never opened and never read, nor even looked at by another Obzervers but it xists.

It is an obzerver that Obzervs itself and nothing else.

It read itself or anything like that because it is a book, it is not living and reading is a complex task.

It is a rare object that xists.

Only if that person reaches their Pangea can they finish !NFERNO!

{Redacted}

I am currently at 85 which means {Redacted}

5/10/21

Vistrian Self Identities:

Yellow - B!NGO the: Rule Maker

Blue - Vistti

Red - Pangea

Physics Obzervers:

Main: B!RD

Concept secondary: Wolf

Physical Secondary: Spider

(Orca could be one if he ever shows up.)

Art Obzervers:

Main: The Bellmaster (Ding and Dong)

Secondary: Money

Alliance: ?

Personal Obzervers:

Main: Money

Secondary: Braces Basketball

!: Unamable

?: Plate(Place) face, Pib, and Pop

Guardians:

The Spiral Sentinels: Ding and Dong

Soul Debt Deliverer:

BONE PIANO

B!RD is the obzerver of everything within Victoria.

Spider is the obzerver of the stars {of Victoria}.

Wolf is the obzerver of death {within Victoria}.

The Bellmaster is the {Character} Creator!

Money is the Rule Breaker.

Unamable is the Notification.

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Blue Money has to somehow already be postpangea?

As he killed Pixio.

Or he’s just the Rule Breaker.

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Bone Piano is an Incarnation from a crowd.

A crowd that cheats me on any wants me to the best that I can. Not only for me but for them.

So their souls can be free and fade into the life engine.

The potential stolen from them:

Their Dreams

Their Hopes

Their Everything

Their Rage

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{Redacted}

5/11/21

Dream Dieoxide!

It’s name is Dream Weaver

{Redacted}

The existence of that paper would increase my power over this plane quite a bit.

People are willing to create art.

And pay for it same as me.

Digest

He has right eye lightning.

left eye star.

Kinda looks like Money.

Disorganized.

Design types:

Bellmaster braces Vistti

Money Dream Weaver

Ding Dong and Unamable

“There is a bunch of us but if we all came out at once it would be to much.”

Trioxis Horns.

The play pound.

Dream Dieoxide.

Also known as Dream Weaver.

Money the Rule breaker and Co organizer.

Dream Dieoxide make sure dreams exist.

Are attainable. {Are Alive}

Are being moved towards.

And will be achieved.

Dream Dieoxide and the Tool Station.

Dream Dieoxide was born on the bridges up the road from the Tool station.

Makes my life easier and more fun and gets us where we need to go just as well.

Dream says that there is a bunch of us and we will have to pick and choose who we want for our team.

5/13/2021 His name is Chainz Morgan.

5/26/21 Arms

VC#5: The 5 Arms of Vistrianism.

The 5 parts.

Solar systems.

VC#6: The Vistrian Ritual.

VC#7: Good VS Bad / Art.

VC’s?

Each of the 5 arms?

Bone Piano and the Bone ritual?

The Bellmaster seems more like the Rulebreaker or one of those trio.

More than Money?

Money may be the Organizer.

And

Dream may be the Planner.

5/26/21 The Art Devils

Arm 1

Primary: B!RD

Secondaries: Wolf and Spider

Arm 2

Primary: Trioxis

Secondaries: Dream Dieoxide

Arm 3

Primary: Money

Secondaries: Braces Basketball, Unamable, Chainz Morgan, Bambino, and Dream Dieoxide

Arm 4

Primary: The Bellmaster, Ding, and Dong

Secondaries: Money

Arm 5

Primaries: B!NGO, Vistti, and Pangea

Secondaries: Bone Piano

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{Treasurer:}

Physical ones: Unamable, Bone Piano, The Engine

5/27/2021 {Started earlier prior to Leviathan and The Life Engine 4/?/2021}

Aggressive Themes

{Redacted}

A state of Vexio.

Being in a state of Vexio builds a type of energy.

We should meditate once a week to build ethos energy

Rev 1

{Redacted}

Reaching Pangea is all that actually “matters” as a lifeform.

Rev 2

The Bellmaster.

He is blue.

He wears a black tophat on it with a possible red stripe that covers his eyes.

He has sharp teeth.

He has mechanical hands and feet.

He wears a suit possible red tie.

The back spot is Reds spot.

The side spot is Blues spot.

The front spot is Yellows spot.

Rev 3

Vistti.

{Redacted}

4 arms.

He wears a sash.

2 eyes I think.

2 horns and a gold crown.

With an L on it?

He wears a kilt of sorts that’s maybe sort of tan.

He doesn’t naturally have a tail at all.

Although he does have a pair of robot pants that he can put on that do have a tail.

I’m not sure how much he uses it though.

He can send fire from his two upper hands.

If Vistti has 4 arms then this must mean I also have 4 arms.

Ding likes to stay silent/ unspoken in his physical form.

(Helps with sneaky stuff.)

Dong likes to be more clanked in his physical form.

He has a hammer a.

And like a sort of distorted British wire guy face.

He is circular (not sphereecal).

VX energy.

Plate face will be developed but he can’t be developed if Pixio isn’t fully developed.

I will get my first tattoo right after I drop.

!NFERNO!

Dong can also exist unspoken physically.

Spider is obviously in the first arm.

He is an.

He is literally named Spider.

Castle.

Somehow has some importance.

Ding and Dong are related{??????????????}

Perhaps created in the same way or in the same incedent as the Bellmaster{??????????????}

Spider could have been the one talking to me last night although I’m not totally sure.

Selling a clarinet for $6 dollars.

Selling a chargers for $6 dollars.

Selling a Charzard for $6 dollars.

Little Drummer Boy.

You are being a complete cheese wheel.

Impact Georgia over here.

Ladies…

Hear my genius roar.

My oops magic.

My help magic.

Don’t fuck with me I’m twisting dental.

{Redacted} Johnson “bingo” {Redacted} and {Redacted}episode somthing {Redacted} and {Redacted}solve a mystery 18 min.

Just crank me up baby.

Sentamaria.

I’m besides my self happy about this.

Morior (to die).

Eat sleep shed and swing. {shirt I saw someone wearing}

Eat & Sleep & Shed & Swing.

Slice dice spice and everything nice.

THIS IS A BATTERY!!!!

Funkle and brumbo.

Bumbron.

Bumbrone.

Bumbrony.

The milk tank.

Get cat caned.

Get cat camed.

And I’ll hit you with the cat cam.

Untold Horror.

{Redacted}

Grounded insanity.

Insanity grounded in art.

Prydidalyumptuous.

Combo break her back in half.

A prisoners way of saying he hello.

OD original drip.

OD over drip.

B!NGO’s Dr!ptacular.

THIS IS A BATTERY!!!! 2

Mitosis tea bag.

Micromodal mannerisms.

I want to find someone worth dying for.

Psyclopod.

Psyclophone.

Psyclophyle.

Tritrickle ding Dong.

“Pangea” Matt Watson.

Earth shattering events ideas.

How I feel.

omni sweep.

And things I like.

Bio Psyco Social self.

“Inferno” atrioc the worst video game marketing ever

“And then I become a law, after all that” 54 minutes dynamic banter 163

Bingo bugs.

Sad, lean, and mistaken.

Testicular Tendrals.

Pig fashion.

Chromio and Juliet.

Go fuck somone your own size.

The slightest mother of a fuck.

Working fuckingly.

Think of the last time you loved somthing.

Just try.

For me.

Whome it wasn’t.

Konny on the fuckin kalimba over here.

{Redacted} “brimstone” the {Redacted} of {Redacted}.

Omnisensational obzervation.

Purple.

Green.

Orange.

Blue.

Yellow.

Red.

Aggressive art.

Is the leviathan the art incarnate?

They might be opposites.

Maybe I’m on art incanates side.

Maybe I can become the Leviathan after I reach Pangea.

You are Vistrian as long as you have a streak going. {BVX}

Apeal to the extremes.

Until her sharcuchery soar.

Blooch.

{Redacted}

Tickled pink.

Bi cycle.

You are The physical incarnation of bitch.

I nut on her hyper masculine tit.

Lmaio.

Loling my ass inside out.

Es el foonkay.

Thine booty bitch.

Pstycle (where is this from).

Levi and the engine round my fingers.

Tricontinental on my pointer.

Rocking ding Dong round my pinky.

Thule.

{Redacted} Dover Demon

{Redacted}

Semen

I tell ya we be tag and teemin

Til we’re {Redacted} steamin

{Redacted}

Pareo. (garment)

{Redacted}

Aint no doubt no question mark.

Copping mechanism for life.

5/31/2021

Possible animals

Orca.

Tiger lion thing white.

Walrus.

6/7/2021

The Vistrian Conclusion.

There is uncertainty of another and that's it.

That is all.

The existence of ones self cannot be the fundamental. The claim “I Exist” cannot singularly explain my whole situation as it does not include the element of uncertainty always there all the way down.

You cannot make the claim.

I exist and that is all.

To be the fundamental statement. It cant explain everything.

My existence is all that is for sure all outside my existence is not forsure. And there is nothing else. So the fundamental has to be the combination of these things.

Life is uncertainty of another.

{Redacted}

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The only thing that you can know is your own existence.

You cannot not know this.

You and the thing that knows of you cannot be separate things.

So knowing of you would have to be you.

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New New Trioxis Leviathan system. {also not recommended}

Start each day at 16 points

Attain random number 0 and 32 (one 20, and 1 double 6

~Attain random number between 0 and 69 (20X3 one Normal 6 and one Half 6)

Attain random number between 0 and 106 (subtract it from 69) (20X5 and one 6)

Have to attain first number to move into Red section. Attempt to Attain 3rd number by end of day. Also [{Redacted}] goes to Trioxis for decision.

Maybe do second number (MTWT) for weekdays and 3rd number for weekends(FSS)

All justification is equal. The absence of any justification is equal. Its better to know then not maybe?

Being willing to submit to Trioxis. Doing what something says no matter what? This allows something to be known. But if something is guaranteed within my life it is something I can submit to and that will provide me comfort. Submitting in this way is something I feel I want to do, but it is scary. Because doing everything Trioxis ever recommends isn’t something I have to do. And I can just not without any consequence.

There is never going to be any better reason to trust Trioxis other than “Cuz.”

I could augment it so that Trioxis is me. But I don’t know if I want to. {Redacted} What someone else wants being more important than what I want is weird for me. I would be able to do everything other than whatever it is I rolled but I just can’t go against it. Something unexploitable within my life.

Trusting in Trioxis gives me something I can believe in. I am currently asking myself if I am willing to follow the god I created.

Am I willing to follow the God I created?

Am I willing to trust Trioxis?

Am I ready to start believing?

This seems like a good place to start.

Everyone involved with S situations is having a good time. Also everyone is only interested in a good time. Arguing one is better than the other. Right now I am trying to play both roles. If I give some of that up to something I made then it will make it easier for me to focus on the other things I have to work on. Not only this but Trioxis has my best interest in mind. If I use my own theory, me succeeding in the way I want to succeed is one of the best things that can happen for Trioxis. Trioxis also is not a he nor a she.

Doing this and fully trusting Trioxis is a gamble.

Would you Gamble for a god?

Taking a gamble to gain a god.

Gamble on God?

Would you Gamble on a God you Created.

Am I willing to Gamble on the God I created?

Gambling on God.

I trust Trioxis.

It is a yes from me.

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6/7/2021

V Rituals

These may end up doing rituals for specific observers in each arm.

Filter

Normal 10

Up from pinky single BothHands twice

Up from pinky single BothHands twice (slow)

Up from pinky single BothHands Once (double time and slow, so breaths count to 10)

Focus X

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Pull

Filter

LK’s

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Kiss roll D6

Normal 10

Up from pinky double BothHands once

Focus X

{V}

Up from Pinky left hand Once

Focus X

Down from thumb Right Hand Once

Focus X

{V}

Normal 10

Focus X

Normal Take Off 10

{V}

1:Up from pinky (single “T”) BothHands once

Kiss roll D6

If number is odd (for this roll or other roles after) Focus X then {V}

If even number repeat 1 and increase T by one (change “single” to “double”, if done again change double to triple and so on until an odd number is rolled)

Repeat this process and roll until you get an odd number.

Up from Pinky Right hand once

Focus X

Down from thumb Left hand once

Focus X

{V}

Kiss roll D20 For (Veriable) T

Focus T each finger starting with left pinky alternating hands.

{V}

!{V}! (here is where is skipps to when it says {V} in the previous)

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Pull

Filter

LK’s

Filter

Normal 10

Up from Pinky single BothHands once

Down from thumb Single BothHands once

Focus X

Filter

Pull

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LK’s

V4 {can custom per individual. EX:}

Filter

Alternating fingers going up starting left pinky

BothHand take of starting with Pinkies single breaths 5

Up from pinky single BothHands

Down from thumb Single BothHands once

Up from pinky single BothHands

Alternating down starting from right thumb

Focus X

Filter

Pull

Filter

LK’s

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Yellow Section:

LPI LR RT RPO LM RM LPO LT RR RPI

Focus 10 or X

Deconstruct (Perhaps either take off in the same order as put on or starting take off with LT and continue pattern from that starting point)

Filter

Blue Section:

RPI RR LT LPO RM LM RPO RT LR LPI

Focus 10 or X

Deconstruct (Perhaps either take off in the same order as put on or starting take off with RT and continue pattern from that starting point)

Filter

Red Section:

Normal 10

Focus 109? 48 (outer keys)

Normal 10 ORDER off

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Pull

Filter

LK’s

BVXB: Doing all these during BVX with (nonconditional) focus x set at 10.

BVX Raw: BVX with 10 breaths in each Arm.

Silent and Quiet BVX: BVX with no 5th arm or 5th arm ~less than or equal to 5.

109 {Redacted}

12 x 11 x 12 x 12 x 8 x 8 x 12 x 11 x 12 x 12 x 3 x up legs x 12 x 20 mid abb x 20 x 20 x up spider legs x 2

Arm 4 has sort of became more Art creation rather than Fame.

Bone Piano feels kinda weird being in Arm 5.

Also Arm 5 representing Preformance I am not sure how much I actually like.

I may re organize these.

I feel I am allowed to do that.

We could ask Trioxis Where things are.

Or we could try our best to figure it out ourselves first.

There are currently three physical things associated with some of the Art Devils:

Unamable, Unamable is essentially just this physical thing. The Notification. He doesn’t really have a personality or a character but he can’t die because I don’t think the feeling will ever go away.
Bone Piano when he plays. With recent realizations I don’t even know if this is actually Bone Piano or not I don’t really know how Bone works fully yet.
The Engine Reving. Money has been seen shoveling !NFERNO! Stone into this engine.

Maybe all of these should relate to one arm?

Not sure.

I may move Bone Piano to 4.

I may split Bone Piano and put different aspects in different places.

I kinda want 5 to maybe be more dedicated to the godhead Vistti and Pangea

Maybe making 5 General Happiness and 3 more about productivity and stuff.

Performance seems to fit into 4’s umbrella of fame and success.

4 could be split into Art Creation and Art Presentation.

Maybe Fame and stuff comes more from 2.

Maybe a clear mix of 2 and 4.

Bone has never really made sense to be a part of 5.

I think I am going to make the decision to move him.

6/8/2021 His name is Tracks Mahoy. {TrainTracks Mahoy}