Part 23: Level 2 - 1

6/13/2021

His name is Bug

And his boys Bee and Frog

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The bullies

6/14/21 Theirs a DeZerver inside bone piano! {DeZerver #2}

Theirs a DeZerver inside bone piano!!!!!!

It was the snake from earlier!

Bone piano is now at 86!

Snake died to make this DeZerver!

Perhaps he was the 109th 1?

Wait no!

You enter a bone if you die in true gridlock you then go from a bone to the book.

So how is snake a DeZerver?

Bone said to not kill snake as he had a feeling he could be use full as his arrival he had been predicted for many years.

The {85} members of bone realized he was going to kill them, so they using j pushed him outside.

The members of 4 tried to contain him they couldn’t.

So they used the

“You fuck with us all of you don’t recall” chant and everyone came to join containing.

At this moment snake spread himself into all 4 that came to join.

I don’t believe he is in 5 yet.

Wolf was trapped in 4 section.

I am not sure what exactly {Happens when Obzervers are trapped in the wrong universe station.

But he wanted back real bad in a bad ass way.

They were thinking of ways to get him back, bird and spider who made it back.

The problem may have been because getting back was crossing 5 and they didn’t want to risk opening it up.

The snake is on top of 5.

Vistti comes up out of no where and grabs the snake {essentially} bringing him into 5 to fight

And Vistti is very much winning.

Infinity cliffs edge.

The snake is in a pet cage tank.

Heat lamp and all.

He mad doe.

Sharty.

6/14/21 Why would a god create for no purpose?

Why would a god create for no reason?

Why would a god exist for no reason?

There is a constant battle to prove ones own existence.

Out of desperation.

There is a constant battle to prove ones own existence when there is only uncertainty of another.

Can you truly trust that you exist when you cannot prove another?

All you have is uncertainty of another.

You will never have certainty of yourself.

But you will also never have uncertainty of yourself.

And you will never have certainty of another.

You will never have any way to prove your own existence.

You will also never have the need.

If this is truely the fundamental why am I able to comprehend this?

Maybe this is the most fundamental thing that can be within our consciousness?

It doesn’t matter.

It seems like for some reason most people can’t even comprehend this.

Most people don’t seem to comprehend this stuff and don’t care at all.

We have a bunch of stuff in society to help us not think about this stuff.

Religion is something we use so that we don’t have to.

It is just to distract us from believing this.

I want to exist!

I also want to die someday!

And I want others to exist!

I don’t know why.

But I do!

{Redacted}

The natural conclusion that I am able to make from all the information within my human life is not sufficient in satisfying to the natural human desires that I have within me.

There is uncertainty of anouther and that’s it.

This is all I can ever know to be true.

But if I only believe this to be true then I will never be satisfied.

Religion is what humans seem to have always used to feel satisfied.

Also all of the religions and belief systems that I have heard of are all {Redacted}

and I don’t want to believe in them.

I also know that I am capable of coming up with my own set of beliefs that’s way kooler.

Believing in a belief system that is ultimately based in nothing that provides some sort of answer for enough of the questions impossible for us to answer ourselves is how I as a human can feel satisfied.

Am I absolutely certain I can’t have certainty of myself?

If we are even asking that how can we be certain of it?

It also seems like somthing that might not have always existed.

And might not always exist.

But uncertainty of anouther is always fundamental.

Uncertainty of anouther seems as though it can exist before and after certainty of self.

Certainty of self can’t exist before and after uncertainty of anouther because uncertainty of anouther is always required if there is a self?

Uncertainty of anouther is what everything is born into?

But I as a human for some reason am not required to believe this and only this.

I am not required to worship and live by this uncertainty.

I am allowed to believe whatever I want.

I think I would like.

Everything has a purpose.

{Redacted}

6/15/21 Trioxis Box

Trioxis Box

There is a distinct difference between bad and boring.

Bad music is better than boring music.

If a song is bad but interesting people will listen.

If a song is boring no one will care.

As long as I make my music interesting {Redacted}

If I make music that is different from anything anyone has heard before they are more likely to remember.

Standing out is very often times going to be more important than being the best.

{Redacted}

Okay also Vistrian stuff now:

Arm 1 is be kool

Arm 2 is act kool

Arm 3 is look kool

Arm 4 is UN Known

Arm 5 is UN Discovered

1 people want drawings and statues if possible.

My interpretation of them.

Dirst B!RD

Second Wolf

Rhird Spider

They all want their own rocks.

They want these rocks to be kool as fuck tho each.

Not boring rocks.

High tech rocks.

Stay within budget.

Wonky doodle dandy.

[{Redacted}]

Runnin from the techno serpent.

6/15/21 His name is Smockstacks Mahoy

His name is Smokestacks Mahoy!

Stacks Mahoy.

6/15/21 The Cube of Gods

The Cube of Gods.

The snake some how escaped and proved to somehow be a little stronger than Vistti expected.

One blast from Pangea and the snake went flying over the infinity clif endge.

Vistti went and grabed the half with the head.

Somehow it was split in two.

The other half went flying over the endge.

Endge.

And into “infinity art”.

They turned the half they had left to make bondage snake and put him in a cage with glass between the bars.

The rainbow snake came In The form of a butterfly into {arm} 1 universe station.

I itiql thought could be third obzerver not confirmed yet.

Spider attacked.

It caught him on his neck but his attack landed and his consciousness and personality have been sucked out of it.

But spider is trapped.

Vistti said he wanted it for his cage.

6/17/21 Snake sent the Somaduse

Snake sent the Somaduse {Stromaduse}

The Somaduse.

The rainbow serpent.

Came in the forM of butterfly has 2 arms somehow.

Wolf bit through neck.

also destroyed part of rest of body

Spider was able to get out through neck.

Big.

The heart serpent.

Perhaps Suicide prepangea possibly always results in true gridlock?

6/17/21 His name is Vinalsaurous

The babies name is{was}{{?}} Vinalsaurous

{VynalSaurous}

7/5/2021

{WoodStock}

7/6-12/2021

sSsSs Demon Butterfly

The Sumcumyagot

Hello demon butterfly how do you do?

Hello this butterfly

Hello this demon

Make it this life form

Make it form for me

Make its life form me

Hello my demon

I’m not hungry for

in for you ( not for you)

Hello my demon

I’m in not maybe. It sure love with you

Scream at me softly (scream)

As I face forward

I could be naughty (holy said)

Give me that crossword

Throw me a dime when

You walk right past me

Peak is sublime when

Sour you’ve left me

Hollow my inside

Get it all out me

Hello my Demon

Let it all in me

(Let it inside me)

Hello demon butterfly (up

Hello demon betterfly (down

Hello demon butterfly (up

Hello demon betterfly (down

Hello demon butterfly how do you do

I’m Feelin slightly serpentine and I dont have to love you

Hello demon butterfly how do you do

(You leave me un) (all)

I’m needin unencouraged I don’t even have to like you

oftly serpentine

Hello demon butterfly how do you do

I’m Feelin slightly serpentine and I dont gotta love you

Wa ohh

Yeah baby com on butterfly come on

Yeah baby come ere never mind come on

Y

Hello demon butterfly

I see you in the sky

Tell me tails from above

If I can live or die

Hello demon butterfly

I’ll meet you in a Dream

Tell the tail on a love

Tell me what it would seem

I am Everything I know

There’s nothing you can show

There’s nothing you can do

I know that this is true

(Up down on “I”’s) I am everything and

I am everything and

I am everything that

(Downs) I know

(Opposite of how told)

7/11/2021

$$$sssssssnakessSSand

Start with little rattle and sssin

7/12/2021

sssSsSsSsss {Red Snake?}

Risk as Reward.

Anouther definition.

Things that do what they are supposed to.

Our existence is somthing that is impossible for us to make sense off.

We are given an impossible existence within the universe.

Thus the reason for us must be out universe Trioxis.

Life isn’t supposed to be risk free.

There is always supposed to be risk and reward.

The greater the risk the greater the reward.

If Im not risking.

[{Redacted}]

Salad laying in these provocative places.

[{Redacted}]

Provoc P.U.S.

You can always be the best.

Patience.

[{Redacted}]

We have to watch others do stuff first before we can do it.

We have to do the thing that we have heard everyone we respect do.

To get where I want to go.

Watch others do it and it’s not weird.

Watch others do it and it’s not weird anymore!!!!!!!!!!!

Other people do what i do.

They are really good at it.

I have to be able to do what they do if I want to be at their level and I believe I am totally capable of doing that.

Other people think it’s kool.

A bunch of ugly weirdos like me.

[{Redacted}]

I think I might have been viewing singing and yelling as weird.

when in reality it’s [{Redacted}]

What I do is so kool it is weird of me to be keeping it all to myself.

[{Redacted}]

That’s something I can do.

I can’t always be the hottest guy in the room but I can be the best at singing.

I am a musician people always expect that I am making music.

I am an artist people should start exspecting I’m always creating art.

They all have the.

They are all willing to put In the time until they are the best at somthing.

[{Redacted}]

I hold myself to the standards of a normal person.

Yet live a completely abnormal life.

And never act like it.

I am never going to be normal.

I am never going to be [{Redacted}]

Can we get over it already.

I am never going to be what anyone Excepts.

I am never going to be what anyone Expects.

It’s literally not even weird.

It’s what I love.

A bunch of people who look like me who are getting the thing that I want.

A bunch of people who look like me who are getting the thing that I want

in the way I want to in the way I want.

I want to be where there is a bunch of people who look like me and are getting the thing that I want.

Once I understand something it is no longer intimidating.

Once I understand something it is no longer impossible.

Nothing I understand is impossible.

Nothing I understand can scare me.

Only that which I do not understand.

When I understand enough I will be able to make it happen.

I am starting to understand more and more.

[{Redacted}]

Right now it’s not luck because I have already been given my life and my capabilities.

So yeah obviously there is gunna be a lot of luck but I need to be able to increase my chance of getting lucky as much as possible.

You have to be able to get lucky before you can get lucky.

If you can’t currently get lucky in the way you wanna get lucky then you are never gunna get lucky.

You also can’t predict luck fully.

We have to be at the point where luck is the only uncontrollable aspect but we can.

Luck is the only thing we need.

Take my skills to the extreme.

We have to be SOOOOO fucking extreme to be special on a human scale.

Soooo extreme.

I won’t end up anywhere near the best if that’s not even what I’m aiming for.

If we are aiming to be the best and we keep at that then.

We are most likely.

In order to be anything close to the best you have to be trying to become the best.

My goal is to create the best Art that I can.

I am fighting with myself to see what the best thing I can make is.

There isn’t a clear number 1 I know I want to strive for yet in the music world.

It is possible to reach number 1 on the list.

I ain’t gunna get an.

If I always aim for number 1 then I shouldn’t end up far off it.

A contender for #1.

That’s all their can ever thruley be there can never be a true number one.

But their can be contenders.

We at our core have the same likely hood of being number 1.

Manipulate as many aspects of my life as I can so that I can end up as close as I possibly can to the best.

I’m never gunna be anything else.

So why should I not try and be the best.

[{Redacted}]

It is strange thinking about being jelious of the life I was given.

But I want people to want my life.

Even though it’s so [{Redacted}]

I want to be able to prove to others that my life is worth living.

Show others that my life is no different from any others.

My life meant just as much.

[{Redacted}]

Things that are not under any circumstance allowed to ever be off limits in relation to project B!NGO:

List of things that aren’t taboo in any way in relation to project B!NGO:

Things that are not under any circumstance allowed to ever be off limits in relation to project B!NGO:

[{Redacted}]

Revolution

War

Hate

Love

Complete Honesty

Showing Emotion

Feeling Emotion

Talking about Emotions

Being disabled

Being weird

Being bad

Being good

Being and everything else taboo

Shock value

Shocking people

Singing

Screaming

Pretending to be insane

People thinking you are insane

Literally being insane

All topics surrounding religion

Challenging god

Challenging people’s beliefs

[{Redacted}]

I know I have a lot to learn but I also know I have a lot of myself trapped within me that I want to let escape.

When I think people aren’t going to judge me I create better art.

But the point of the art being good is so that people will judge it.

Know The best people,

will love it, yer fine.

——-

[{Redacted}]

I don’t need to care what they think until they can hear what I say.

I related more to this than you you would probably want me to know.

7/13/2021

Crust

Ding and a ling ding Dong Dong a Dong a ding a ling ding

Ding and a ling and a ding and a dong ding and donga

Ding and a ling ding a

Ding and a long dong a

Ding and a dong

7/16/21 The answer to everything.

The answer to everything.

We as humans will never be able to know everything that’s actually going on.

But we desire to know everything that is going on.

If we want an answer to these questions we have to create our own.

Science will never have the ability to answer many of these fundamental questions.

There is a limit to what science can prove.

After this we have to use our own imagination.

For example science will never have the answers to what happens to your consciousness after death.

Probably.

(When we get down to it again nothing other than uncertainty of another is know but we are past that.)

We will have to make an AI figure it all out for us. It will let us know what we can and can’t know and maybe it will find something unexpected but until then I will wait with my ideas.

If we desire to believe we know the answer to these questions we will have to believe something that cannot be proven.

We will never have any answer we can ever truly know to be true.

These answers are and never will be truely known.

I don’t believe there is anything wrong with wanting to know you know the answers to the impossible questions.

I want to know.

I will never stop wanting to know.

I will never know for sure.

But I will live as though I do know.

If we try and live believing we don’t have any (of the) idea what’s going on at all It sounds like we will live in constant fear.

Being comfortable with this belief sounds near impossible as a human life form.

Maybe somone else can try having this belief. I do not think I am yet capable of being comfortable with this. It also sounds like the most boring possible life.

Every belief is a belief that cannot truely be proven.

Every belief is a belief that is based on nothing.

So there is nothing wrong with believing a lie.

There is nothing wrong with holding beliefs that are contradictory to observable reality.

Every belief is the same.

It doesn’t matter if it is “true” or not.

7/18/2021

Level 2:

Levins.

The level 2 levins.

11s that is.

Grindin down our levins.

Grindin out the levins.

Gotta grind down our levins.

Dribblin down our basketballs.

7/27/21

Trioxis 2 {Trioxis Interpretation 1}

The Leviathan’s blue answers what and where.

Trioxis’s Blue is defined by three amounts.

The amount of things in the universe.

The amount of space in the universe.

The amount of time in the universe.

These three numbers answer these two questions to form the Leviathan’s Blue.

(Also partially helps answer when but I find that later.)

The yellow seems to answer who.

And likely how.

I am still trying to understand how the yellow is going to work. It needs to explain consciousness and the rules of the universe. Because this it Trioxis interpretation 1 it will result from 3 different amounts.

One that I have been considering is that there is:

The amount of Operators

The amount of possible interactions

The amount of connections

Or anouther:

The amount of Operators

The amount of TH2

The amount of IN

I am most confident in amount of Operators.

The other two amounts have to connect operators to the leviathan’s blue in a specific way that allows for and creates consciousness and all the rules that the stuff in the universe seem to follow.

Certain forces are present during certain patterns and events.

It is definitely possible there is a universal reason for the existence of life and the evolution of humanity. The odds are all equal.

ioperator.

What is an Operator. (?)

An operator is whatever consciousness is.

Consciousness is a distinct unexplainable thing. A distinct unexplainable thing that seems to exist at neither the top nor bottom of physics where all other modern distinct unexplainable things exist in physics. We can’t just ignore it’s strange unexplainable nature within physics. Physics must explain the universe, life is part of the universe, consciousness is part of life, consciousness is part of the universe, consciousness must be explained by physics. Consciousness seems to be a distinct fundamental force. All of the other fundamental forces in physics are just the things that happen, that always happen, that we can observe, that we can calculate and predict but we do not have the ability to explain why.

Consciousness meets this criteria. Somthing about the way these atoms are organized makes them special in some way. Gravity, electromagnetism, strong nuclear force, weak nuclear force, dark matter/energy, and Consciousness all seem of a similar nature to me. You cannot effectively explain the universe without explaining the existence of consciousness.

So the thing behind all of those things would be the Leviathans yellow.

The amount of operators.

2 more amounts connecting operators to the Leviathan’s blue to create Gravity, electromagnetism, strong nuclear force, weak nuclear force, dark matter/energy, Consciousness, and all other unknown impossible rules.

These two amounts one likely has to do with everything together and thus I will call it Dieoxis and the other likely has to do with everything apart so I will call it INoxis.

The red seems to answer why.

And likely when.

Also not totally sure how the Leviathan’s red is going to look yet but let’s see.

Possible and complete theory is what I am looking for. I am not looking for a true theory.

Certain designes mean different things.

So /\ I can’t say no to my ideas.

Trioxis and the leviathan’s blue and yellow are the same but

The leviathans’s red is {different}.

The amount that in conjunction with “the amount of time” answers when.

This is more in relation to when Trioxis is in relation to everything outside of Trioxis.

The amount that represents Trioxis’s Red.

The amount of Obzervers/pangeas that there are.

Completing Trioxis’s Red will likely result in him becoming the Leviathan unless some sort of outside factor from the first amount in the Leviathan’s red inteviens.

1: amount of time

2: amount of space

3: amount of things

4: amount of Operators

5 and 6: the 2 rules of Trioxis

7: amount in time

8: amount representing Trioxis’s red

9: amount of Obzervers/Pangeas

Trioxis Interpretation 1

The following and the next {Redacted} is my Second organization/ work through of Trioxis Interpretation 1. The Leviathan’s Tri represented as 9 amounts.

Wheel is also attempting to exist as everything and the connection between Trioxis and everything else.

My attempt at god.

Can these 9 amount give me a god? We will see.

Trioxis and the Leviathan are similar ideas.

They are essentially the same thing.

Trioxis is attempting to become the Leviathan as this is part of his red.

Trioxis and the Leviathan technically have separate Tri’s although they have the same yellow and blue and triox’s red is an amount within the Leviathan’s red.

The Leviathans tri.

It is comprised of the leviathan’s blue yellow and red.

There is the red first.

The red originally creates the blue then they both create the yellow.

Each of the colors is comprised of 3 amounts.

None of these amounts will ever nor could ever be known. But they are distinct and they exist. Each individual of the amounts doesn’t fundamentally have restrictions on what it can be although all the amounts make rules for each other.

In English you must answer 6 questions to create a god.

Who? What? Where? When? Why? How?

All nine are required for any to be answered but some of the amounts can pretty much answer some of them on their own.

The leviathan’s blue:

1.Amount of time

2.Amount of space

3.Amount of things

The Leviathan’s blue answers what and where.

The first amount of leviathan’s blue combines with the first amount of leviathan’s red to answer when.

The Leviathan’s blue is where the stuff in the universe actually happens. It is where my physical body exists and the physical world I see around me.

The Leviathan’s Red:

7.amount in time

8.{amount representing} Trioxis’s Red

9.amount of Obzervers/Pangeas

7 relates to the idea of the wheel of everything.

We are an amount on the repeating infinity of everything that spins round the wheel.

Stuff happened always before Trioxis and will always happen after. Around the wheel everything happens again and again until the wheel stops rolling. Our amount in the spinning wheel of everything.

8 and 9 Trioxis’s Red involves him becoming the Leviathan and there are things he needs to do that. Complete a perfect universe and achieving enough Pangeas of the Obzervers assigned in 9.

The definition of what these Pangeas might be I’m not sure. I believe mine is one of them and everyone and everything around me’s Pangea is a part of Trioxis. He needs to and designed the universe so that as many of these Pangeas can be reached. If one is not reached the simple fact of it existing is enough to garentee it will happen at some point on the wheel. It is still you. You will exist until you are complete I will exist until I complete, possibly only part of who we are now completes ourselves but it is guaranteed if you are reading this.

(After making a statement like that I just want to remind you that this is all made up, believe at your own discretion.)

The leviathans yellow:

4 amount of Operators

5 and 6 the 2 rules of Trioxis

The yellow aims to answer who and how.

Operators are the things that allow the connection from the rules to the leviathan’s blue.

Also may allow for other connections not totally sure.

They are all of the who’s how is answered through.

5 and 6 are the 2 rules of Trioxis, Dieoxis and INoxis. They are responsible for all of the stuff that happens in this universe and are responsible for all the physical observable impossibilities of Gravity, the strong nuclear force, the weak nuclear force, dark matter/energy, electromagnetism, consciousness, and all others I may not currently be aware of.

These rules may also be behind some of the other connections and interactions between parts of blue, yellow, and red I’m not exactly sure about it all. They answer all the how’s that may need answering in Trioxis.

I think I might be an Operator who was created by my red and my blue. I operate My body but I am a different thing. I am a Obzervers Operating an Operator connected to a specific design of atoms that fits with the blue created by my Red.